I was meditating today during yoga, watching the endless display of images that run through my mind like a 3-dimensional holographic image in a living screen, hearing the words that flow through, being filtered down from another place. The message was, 'Stay in the middle!' Many of us know this but it is so easy to forget and become a little polarized. Fortunately, our Higher Self has ways and means to snap us back into centre; moreso if we invite the balancing. As I breathe, I see a star in my belly, one in my heart and one in my brain. They strive to line up, the bottom star needs to drop or ground, the middle star needs to hold the centre though it's between two tugging stars, and the one in my mind appears stuck in the front, left quadrant of my brain. Slowly I see it drifting back into the deep brain centre and suddenly a deep pain hits the area where it resided before the drifting began. As soon as it reached the deep centre of my brain, I felt a release on the cord that keeps the star in my brain connected to the star in my heart. My heart-star suddenly drops back and a sigh of relief escapes me. My heart-star is released and allowed to relax for the first time in years. Her face rises up, the one who created the situation that caused a part of mySelf to lock up the area between my heart and throat; it was way back in 'time' when I was a child. I now realize that she had attacked me and I did close up as a result; ever since, it is a constant challenge to merge my heart and Higher Mind and remained intertwined so. To the source, I returned that block. As my throat and tongue fell back and relaxed as well, it dawns on me that the opening I need to channel and speak is being stretched and there is a bit of physical pain. These releases (the stretching and associated pain) is accompanied by a flow of tears. It comes in a rhythmic manner and I'm reminded of the rhythm of birthing. There is no sadness, only thoughts of gratitude for the path which is currently unfolding ahead of me. Though there is fear, there is also quiet excitedness at the magnitude of the manifestation. I recognize my ways and means more clearly and am grateful that I have the ability to manifest my vision. I clearly recognize the synchronicity of events that has brought me to this very moment in time and space, the dreamwalk, the illusion in the forefront with the mystery behind the veil. And So It Is! A voice now enters and I hear, "Let I walk the middle road, the thin narrow path in between the Light and the Dark, the Love and the Fear, the Night and the Day, the Nagual and the Tonal, the Highs of Flight and the Lows of Crawl. Let I remain centred in the Zero Point of my Being. Let I create consciously in the moments between breaths! And So I Shall Manifest!" And So It Begins! And So It Is! Give Thanks!!"
Now I say, "Thank you Great Creator, Birther of All That Is!!" and find myself in corpse pose. The Journey is complete!
Friday, November 03, 2006
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