Elegua

Elegua
Cut down the veil of illusion
Elegua
Bring I to inner reflection

Elegua, hear I now!
No more pain and distortion
Bring clarity to confusion
Set your soldiers in motion
Time for full integration
Bring Unity Consciousness!

Elegua
Cut down the veil of illusion
Elegua
Set I in full meditation

Elegua, change I now!
Carve out within me a holy space
Where I can meet you face to face
Bring my heart into focus
Keep me rooted in stillness
In Unity Consciousness!

Elegua
Cut down the veil of illusion
Elegua
Open this SoulJah to fullness

Elegua, work through me now!
Keep my mind in humility
That I may walk and talk your livity
So shall I rise to your highness
And live in Unity Consciousness
In Unity Consciousness!

Elegua
Cut down the veil of illusion
Bring I to inner reflection
Set I in full meditation
Open this SoulJah to fullness
In Unity Consciousness!

Elegua!

Pain on the Soulwalk Journey

What is this Life, here in 3D reality? I have heard the expression, 'I am a spiritual being, having a human experience.' It is a fact and is what I call the Soulwalk Journey: the 3D physical experience of Life. On this Soulwalk Journey, each part of yourSelf feeds information back to your processing centre including your mental activity, your emotional atmosphere and your physical being. Thoughts, emotions, and the body's feelings, even pain, are all information. Are you choosing to listen? Do you hear what your Higher Self is saying to you? In fact, the source of all pain is the Higher Self. This is how the Christ Consciousness aspect of our beings accesses our ego-mind, currently driving this physical vehicle: through pain. Every pain has this spiritual source as a root cause. Low back pain is a reflection of carrying excess responsibility, more than your fair share. Knee pain reflects your rigidity, refusing to shift from old patterns which block your Light from shining to its fullest potential. Migraines reflects a resistance to being pushed and driven. If you only choose to listen to your body, you could find your way on the narrow path to Heaven on Earth. When you also choose to listen to every aspect of pain, including the emotional pain such as anger, frustration, irritation, envy, feeling used, and so on, you will receive information on how your ego-mind must change to come into a closer alignment to the Christ Consciousness within you. When the pain is of a mental nature, it is very challenging to see with clarity. However, any recurring thought merits a full examination, especially if it is in response to a painful emotion. This is the key to making the necessary changes within the ego-mind. Once this alignment is just so, physical well-being, thought patterns and the emotional weather, the ego-mind is free to rise and meet the Christ Consciousness which will be able to descend. Only then can you live as Jesus did in this world. Integrating every aspect of your being into One requires that your ego-mind examines all the information it receives with every breath, and learns to identify the patterns which promote pain. Changing these patterns requires courage, faith and perserverance; nothing less will do. It is in this manner that you will create Heaven on Earth in your world. As you spread this vibration, you will help to bring about Peace on Earth. How will you live on your Soulwalk Journey? It is your Choice!

Declaration of Humanity

The Declaration of Humanity
by Dr. Ilchi Lee

I declare that I am a Spiritual Being,
an essential and eternal part of the Soul of Humanity,
one and indivisible.

I declare that I am a Human Being whose rights and security
ultimately depend on assuring the human rights
of all people of Earth.

I declare that I am a Child of the Earth,
with the will and awareness to work for goals
that benefit the entire community of life on Earth.

I declare that I am a Healer,
with the power and purpose to heal the many forms of divisions
and conflicts that exist on Earth.

I declare that I am a Protector,
with the knowledge and the responsibility to help the Earth
recover her natural harmony and beauty.

I declare that I am an Activist,
with the commitment and the ability
to make a positive difference in my society.

Mindful of Now

What is 'Now'? It is a simple concept yet defining it can present quite a challenge. In one way, Now is a place where there is zero point energy. What is 'zero point energy' I ask my guides and they respond, 'The point in your heart where all your aspects meet and intersect.' It can be used by drawing all your available energy from every part of your Self and focusing it through this point. However, it can only be controlled by a pure heart, mind and body; any other configuration will result in a failure to align personal Vision with the Creator's Vision which will in turn lead to pain in the heart, mind and in time, even in the body. Let the details fall away while being mindful not to ignore them. Let the illusion of time slip away while being mindful of its impact. Let the thoughts of those around flow through you while being mindful that none attach to you. Keep your mind in the present, your eye on the goal in the future, and your body continuously healing the past. Once you are well aligned with Divine vision for this life, physical manifestation of your inner vision will greatly depend on your ability to maintain all your aspects centred and focused consistently and persistently on one image; you must see it Now if it will Be in the future.

What you can visualize and conceptualize, you can manifest into physical reality. Be mindful that your mind is focused on that which you desire to manifest, not the obstacles to your manifestation. Focus your mind on the desired manifestation and you will attract all that you need to succeed. On the other hand, focus your mind on the obstacles and you will attract all that you need to create more obstacles. Be mindful of the reason for which you jumped on your path. Was Love the motivator? Or was it adulation? Control over others? Or any other ego-based desire? These motivations are not wrong in any way, but may give rise to conflict until you see your own heart's motivations with clarity. Once again, there is only one way to manifest your inner vision without incurring painful responses: through Love, which is ultimately, the Creator and prime creative force driving this particular universe. Now, how interesting it is that we feel Love through the heart, the same place that we find our personal zero point, the Now. This is no coincidence and calls you to be mindful of Now!

Reflections on the Season

by Rev. Pamela Grace

I hear and feel echoes of myself in my emptiness
Who we are dissipates into the other
Yet at the same time, who I am, who you are is a unique melody that sometimes we ourselves turn a deaf ear to
Bleakness is when we can no longer hear our own melody, beating in time to our heart
Blending with the orchestra of life, with occasional moments of breathtaking solos,
to once again recede and merge into the symphony of all our relations

This surrendering to darkness, to willingly let go
and spiral inward into our own echoes
where death and life hold us from one moment to the next -
one giving rise to the other

At this time of year I seek to remember my own light,
born from my darkness, my stillness –
my emptiness
Pregnant with possibilities

This time of Winter Solstice
where the pinnacle of night makes way for the light of day
We come together to celebrate the birth of all possibilities,
emerging from the womb of night

We honor all the places we have been because they've made us who we are
We let go of who we are to remember who we are meant to be

In this silent and holy of times,
we open to this moment -
this pause between the in breath and the exhale
It is in this space between notes that all things are possible

May we be Blessed

The Middle Road

I was meditating today during yoga, watching the endless display of images that run through my mind like a 3-dimensional holographic image in a living screen, hearing the words that flow through, being filtered down from another place. The message was, 'Stay in the middle!' Many of us know this but it is so easy to forget and become a little polarized. Fortunately, our Higher Self has ways and means to snap us back into centre; moreso if we invite the balancing. As I breathe, I see a star in my belly, one in my heart and one in my brain. They strive to line up, the bottom star needs to drop or ground, the middle star needs to hold the centre though it's between two tugging stars, and the one in my mind appears stuck in the front, left quadrant of my brain. Slowly I see it drifting back into the deep brain centre and suddenly a deep pain hits the area where it resided before the drifting began. As soon as it reached the deep centre of my brain, I felt a release on the cord that keeps the star in my brain connected to the star in my heart. My heart-star suddenly drops back and a sigh of relief escapes me. My heart-star is released and allowed to relax for the first time in years. Her face rises up, the one who created the situation that caused a part of mySelf to lock up the area between my heart and throat; it was way back in 'time' when I was a child. I now realize that she had attacked me and I did close up as a result; ever since, it is a constant challenge to merge my heart and Higher Mind and remained intertwined so. To the source, I returned that block. As my throat and tongue fell back and relaxed as well, it dawns on me that the opening I need to channel and speak is being stretched and there is a bit of physical pain. These releases (the stretching and associated pain) is accompanied by a flow of tears. It comes in a rhythmic manner and I'm reminded of the rhythm of birthing. There is no sadness, only thoughts of gratitude for the path which is currently unfolding ahead of me. Though there is fear, there is also quiet excitedness at the magnitude of the manifestation. I recognize my ways and means more clearly and am grateful that I have the ability to manifest my vision. I clearly recognize the synchronicity of events that has brought me to this very moment in time and space, the dreamwalk, the illusion in the forefront with the mystery behind the veil. And So It Is! A voice now enters and I hear, "Let I walk the middle road, the thin narrow path in between the Light and the Dark, the Love and the Fear, the Night and the Day, the Nagual and the Tonal, the Highs of Flight and the Lows of Crawl. Let I remain centred in the Zero Point of my Being. Let I create consciously in the moments between breaths! And So I Shall Manifest!" And So It Begins! And So It Is! Give Thanks!!"

Now I say, "Thank you Great Creator, Birther of All That Is!!" and find myself in corpse pose. The Journey is complete!

Can you create a pocket of Unity Consciousness?

Listening to Bobby McFerrin's Sweet In The Morning while reading through Hopi prophecy, scientists doomsday declarations and vast sweeping amounts of information on governmental conspiracies about keeping the people enslaved like mice in a maze looking for that cheese, while they research technologies that have God-like qualities, I am struck by the idea that the true war is the information war. What is Truth and what is Lie? What brings construction and Life? What brings destruction and Death? Instinct tells me there is much more going on than meets the eye however, most of us are too focused on finding enough money to survive that we cannot see the evidence of transformation all around. The veil is definitely thinning and we all have the ability to see beyond our bank accounts' and stomachs' needs but do we have the time? Even if we take the time to extend ourselves a little, the information that is out there is dramatically contradictory and very suspicious at best. Confusion is all around! Everyone is fighting over whose Truth is right! What is this doing to the human population? Separation and division is being created at every avenue! Even those who profess to want to work in group settings for the good of their local community are more interested in controlling the group dynamics and resources to bear upon one or two people's visions. Groups are created to bring about betterment for mankind, yet more often than not, an 'inner circle' develops which vies for control and creates exclusion of those considered 'not worthy' even though those who lack worthiness are expected to give their hearts, souls and every last drop of energy to the 'inner circle's' vision.

Can there be Unity Consciousness in such a setting filled with confusion, exclusion and control games? What are we to do? It would seem that it's always a matter of 'each person for themselves', a stark contradiction to Unity Consciousness where each individual learns to subjugate their will and desires while dedicating their energy to that which is good for the group. How can those truly intent on bringing about Unity Consciousness navigate in this sea of sharks? The answer that comes back loud and clear is give up! Focus all your energy on that which makes your heart fill with love and joy! Forget about planning and working towards developing a steady stream of income for yourself as that is inconsistent with Unity Consciousness. Do not align with others who focus their energy on making money as they are still operating from the perspective of what is good for the individual. I am shown that in the dawn of the Aquarius age, only those who work for Love and Joy, rather than the dollar, will rise. In fact, when one channels the energy of Love one becomes highly magnetized, drawing Love through and out of the hearts of all those around them. At this junction in the development of the human race on Earth, this is the only energy that will be rewarded. Some of us have a far greater ability to create and manifest into physical reality their visions than others. Why is that? The answer is simple: that which they manifest is a direct extension of the Love they feel for the work they do. No longer can the pursuit of money be in direct alignment with spiritual pursuits. Only when spiritual pursuits are an act of Love will the money flow.

Love cannot be 'pretended' into being; one cannot outwardly show Love and expect abundance to follow. It is only when the heart feels the warmth and bliss of the energy of Love flowing within, will abundance follow without. However, Love can only enter a heart empty of fear. Pain is a direct manifestation of fear, including anger, frustration, self-pity, withdrawal, depression and so on. Emotions are the language of the Higher Self, showing you where your heart is blocked, not allowing the Love to flow freely. Honor your emotions as your greatest teachers. When you feel any of these painful emotions, know that your thoughts are not in alignment with the Truth you think you are expressing. The pain always melts away once you see that Truth. Honoring your pain can mean outwardly expressing it but be prepared to be judged. Some may call you nasty, needy, a victim on the pity pot, negative and a whole host of other words. Expressing your pain is thus not seen for what it is but rather judged as 'bad'. How do you honor your emotions then? Go within and listen deeply for the Creator will show you where your mind is misaligned with Truth. Do not judge yourself as others do, but rather love those 'negative' emotions for they show you how you are being deceived, either by yourself, others, or both. Deception is a two-way street: one deceives while the other accepts the deception, buys into it so to speak. This does not serve your Highest Good. As much as it burns, refrain from expressing your pain as it only invites judgement which then creates further and deeper pain intensifying the energy that is blocking the flow of Love. Rather, you must show yourself compassion and kindness when the pain fills your heart. Be gentle and tread lightly throughout your day until you receive the insights sent to you from the Creator. These insights will allow you to release that pain, thereby creating a greater capacity for carrying Love.

This process will be repeated endlessly until you have been carved into a deep vessel whose only purpose is to carry Love and all the sister vibrations including Joy, Grace, Healing, Compassion, Peace, Harmony, Gratitude and so on. Do not fear to walk alone on this Earth if that is necessary for a time, for being alone is truly an illusion; the eyes cannot see the host of divine beings surrounding each one continuously beaming Love and support until you have cleared your fear of all the fear-based pain. When your vessel has been cleared, you will feel an abundance of Love and all the related emotions. Then, and only then, will you become a vessel for the creation of Unity Consciousness. Only then will true and lasting abundance, grace and mercy follow you every day of your life. This can only be found on the narrow path within.

Are You Conscious?

a poem by Sarah Gagnon,

It is the energy of love
That brings down compassion, kindness, nurturing, caring, peace and truth
Are you conscious?

It is the energy of truth
That brings down enlightenment, which flows sweetly into the knowledge and understanding of All That Is
Are you conscious?

Are you conscious of the knowledge without as well as the knowledge within, that leads to equal right and justice for All That Is!
Are you Conscious?

And with knowledge comes choice!
Are you conscious of the pain & suffering of your brothers and sisters?
Victims of wars occurring on all fronts?
Of the children of the ghettos everywhere who become target practice upon falling asleep in the street?
Legal Murder!
Are you Conscious?

And what about our little sisters whose fathers cut them, leaving behind only what is necessary for procreation?
Are you conscious of the pain as they live the experience aware, unsedated?
Of their lifelong suffering, chronic infections in wounds that never heal?
Are you Conscious?

What do you choose to do armed with knowledge?
KNOWLEDGE: the misallocation of all Her resources,
The secret societies, the lies, sodomy of the innocent,
The chains of bondage upon Her, her Children and the complete and total rape of all That She Is?

Do you choose to be a slave in this system, war mentality, philosophy of competition?
This system totally in service to the few?!! Or do you choose faith?
Are you conscious?

The Awakening is now choose it!
The energy of Love is flowing, current rising
The tide is coming full force!
The most high vibration and healer of All That Is!

Choose it! Let it flow!
Let the gates burst open!!
Open our heart to receive!!
Pray, beg, let the Light In, then Magnify it with All That You Are!
Our Soul doth magnify the Love!!
Are you conscious?

Soul Whispers

I was driving to a friend's store today. I'm behind an old beat up car and the driver kept braking at all the green lights. The first two times was annoying but the third time had me screaming in my head, "What is with this idiot? Green means GO!!!!" Suddenly, one of my many voices chimes in with, "Think kind thoughts... remember?" to which i respond, "Oh yeah! Forgive me!" A little while later, another driver, who seemed to be driving along very rationally, suddenly brakes at a green light and all I could do was shake my head with annoyance and impatience. I get to the store and do my business then get back into the car to go pick up my son from school. Surely you can guess what happened: YES, believe it or not, yet another driver brakes at a green light. This time I stop and wonder, "Ok, what's going on?" and the answer comes back fast as lightning, "Someone would like to talk to you." Well, I've been in this body long enough to know that Spirit is asking for my attention by using situations known to irritate me and, as I look back over my week, I realize I have not taken one single moment to listen. I have not taken one single moment dedicated to Spirit, to hear what I need to hear in the Now. By some strange time trick, I happen to arrive at my son's school 8 minutes early which is highly unusual as I typically am running up 8 minutes after the bell rang. I don't like sitting and waiting, but fortunately, I had something to do: I had to open up my heart and mind and listen to Spirit.

So, I sat back in my car and started the process: one deep breath and suddenly it all unfolds. I sense/see me walking in a dark place, the valley of shadows, and I feel turmoil, torment, anguish all around me. My ears are filled with wailing, wimpering, crying out in pain and screams of terror. I wonder who is this? Where is this coming from? Is it from me? Is it coming through me? What? Then, to my surprise, I am not flooded with words and images but rather, the softest, gentlest voice rises up from my heart and says, "Look, they flood you with Love, why do you not receive?" My mind jumped up demanding, "Who is this?" and the answer, "I am your Soul, come walk with me." Reluctantly, I accept and wait humbly to be led. Together, we walk and now it seems the sea of pain and torment is calming somewhat. Then again, from my heart that soft, sweet voice rises up and says, "Look Universe has showered you with abundance! Why do you not receive?" At this point, the last seven years' blessings come flooding in, countless events, emotions both good and bad, and all the wonderful healing that has resulted is crystal clear. It is as clear as if it had all taken place yesterday and it is followed by a deep sense of gratitude, even for those events and situations that seemed to create such pain at the time. Gratitude, how good it feels! Finally, I feel my Soul rise up and I hear, "Look, I am offering Grace and Joy on a silver platter! Why do you not receive?" And suddenly, the floodgates open and the tears come pouring down my cheeks as I come to the realization that I have been my own worse enemy, denying mySelf the Love I deserve, denying mySelf the abundance I deserve, denying mySelf the Joy and Grace that is my due as a child of the Creator, a co-creator in this Earth plane.

And now, here I AM. I AM in a new place, a place I've never been before. Now I know with all my heart and Soul that all I have been praying for is right there waiting for me to receive and all that is left to say now is, "Open my heart and let the Love emanate far and wide Now! And so it is!" I take one last deep breath and as I exhale, the light goes on, the darkness fades and the pain melts away. All is as it should be!

Who is to blame?

I often wonder what really goes on in a person when another is judging them. What is it all about? We have all been judged and we have all been hurt by judgement and the gross lack of compassion that almost always is at the heart of it. What happened to the old values of kindness, compassion and mercy? Did it all die with Mother Theresa? What I have learned is that which is too forcefully sold is always opposite of Truth. I have met so many who put on the show with their hugs and pretense of love but underlying it is nothing of the sort; more often than not it's the exact opposite. Genuine love is unmistakeable and impossible to miss. So why try to pretend? Because others expect it of you. Because others claim that giving people big old hugs and talking at them with a soft voice is the way to show that you love them. But is it love if it comes with such exacting rules? Is it love if it comes from a place that demands such behaviour of a person? Is it really love?

What happens to you when you feel safe enough to share freely and openly that which you have learned, studied, felt and experienced but the response that returns is, "You talk too much!" or "You are so annoying!" or... So many examples come to mind! Well, firstly the joy and love you felt while you were sharing disappears. Then you wonder, "What did I do wrong?" or "What is wrong with me?" or ...Again, so many examples come to mind. Slowly, as you reexamine every single breath you have taken, every single word you have spoken, every single act you have committed, you come to the conclusion that you did nothing wrong!! Especially if you were sharing what you love the most. Now, should you approach those who would judge you, many on the 'spiritual' path will then turn the tables on you saying, "Well, I would not have felt that way if you didn't vibrate that way. It's the Law of Attraction!" So basically, the message is "It's your fault that you annoy me or 'make' me feel like you talk too much". That smacks of spiritual bullying, especially when spiritual texts are used to justify any behaviour.

So, what happens inside the heart of the individual who goes through this? Until, that person comes to the conclusion that they are worthy of love, that they are beautiful and deserving as they are, they will be crushed. But think of this if you have ever been there: when you shared freely from your heart you were operating on the assumption that you were in the company of those that loved you. They may have said so, or hugged you and pretended that you were so wonderful, but it was not Truth. Hence, you opened your heart to someone whose heart was not open to yours. That's what hurts! The judgements they pass on you as they talk behind your back, or even to your face, would not be so if they truly loved you and accepted you as you are.

So, here's what you must say: take me as I AM, I'm yours to love and respect! AS I AM! Anything that annoys you is all yours, it's your issue! Look within your own heart and find the Truth behind that annoyance and don't look for the external source!! Stop pretending, stop acting and start being the real you! If the real you feels anger, express it! If the real you feels frustration, express it!! Go deep within and find the true source of those emotions! Those are human emotions that are fully compatible with living a spiritual life but pretending to love is a sure way to never feel real love in your heart! Looking outside yourself for that which causes you to feel anger, annoyance, frustration or whatever is a sure way of never healing that part of yourself!

So when you are judged, first look within and see what was the motivation for your words and actions. Once you have examined every aspect, honestly and with integrity, make the changes you need to make so you can feel like you are the best you can be, which may include apologizing or making amends. After that, forget it and release all judgements forced upon you remembering that it's not yours to own!

Here I Am

I am Sarah. I'm starting this blog to alleviate the barrage of influx in my head, the massive amounts of information that seemingly has nothing to do with my daily life nor my work, but still just keeps flooding in. The pressure to talk about it has lead me to start conversations with strangers about such topics as, 'Think the aliens are gonna do a grand public announcement soon?' or, 'Is the gluon the proof that God exists?' or, 'Ever heard of the word Elohim? What is it?', and on and on and on... Now, this is not to say that I haven't made some incredible connections with my spontaneous outbursts of such questions, and I am grateful for each and every one of those connections, but there is much more information coming in than I have time to talk about in 3D conversations! So, this blog is my solution, my repository of all strange questions and even stranger 'downloaded information' that happens when I move into a meditative state. I hope that others who explore their personal path within share their experiences here as I will and it is my intention that all such sharing help to elevate us all!! Stay tuned, I will soon post a musing, a prompting that leads me to follow a certain energy to the point where I suddenly open up and receive the answer.